Everyday is a fight
With her inner self
Forcing herself to be optimistic
But deep inside
She feels sick
Tired of pretending
She forgot about herself
Putting the others above herself
"I don't really matter,"
She told herself everyday
She abandoned her feelings
By bottling them up
She just smiles
To cover it up
She wants to speak up
But she's afraid
Afraid of people ignoring her
"You have no right to say that,"
"We have it worst than you,"
"You have no idea how we feel."
She feels lonely
But being with people scares her
Where does she belongs to
She wants to run away
She wants to disappear
Afraid of dying
But living is tiring
She's suffering
When will all of this end?
@2.23 am / 12.22.2020
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