2am thoughts

I hate looking at myself in the mirror

She looks awful

She looks tired

She looks unattractive

She's just..

Ugly


She's just a side character

Everyone else is Heather


She just wants to know

How it feels to love herself

She never asked to be loved by others

She just wants to appreciate herself


"Is it possible?",

She asked herself

Surrounded by the worst society,

endless judgement,

and awfully high beauty standards

She doubts it

She said to herself,

"It's impossible"


She tried everything

Just to look perfect

Then she gave up

When nothing really worked


"Maybe it's just not for me,"

She whispered 


@ 2.08 am / 12.22.2020

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