bye 2020

phew, it's already the last day of 2020. a lot of things happened and i am grateful for everything. well, shits happened but at least i'm still alive. 

2020; i experienced a lot of new things. here are some highlights of my 2020 :/

in march, we ain't talking about pkp, obviously. it's about spm result <3 alhamdulillah, i thought i would fail to reach my target but i achieved more than that. not tryna be emotional here but without the help of the people around me, i wouldn't have done it. like seriously, i was so close to giving up but i received endless support from my family, teacher and tomodachi. damn it, i love them so much.

then, pkp started. literally stayed at home for months. aight, that's it. (i finished a lot of anime during pkp tho hehe)

bruh, what else happened? i don't remember that much. 

ah, one of the most stressful shit that happened was when i was forced to join IPG because my family wanted me to be a teacher so freaking bad. i cried a lot during that time. bro, making the video of the iv was very hard. and the fact that it was against my will made it even more stressful. 

(clearly, i don't want to be a primary school teacher. i have anger issues towards kids lmao)

but then, hah! how the table has turned. i was accepted to my dream university (kind of). i took diploma in agriculture which i believed to be my passion (cringy af) took me months to get all of the preparations ready. the pandemic and stuffs, this and that happened. 

then, i flew to kuching alone (lmao, it was my second flight; after 7 years. i was scared af) but i managed to step out of my comfort zone.. i guess.

of course i was excited to be a university student but that didn't last long. online class was ngeh. i gave up on the first day learning chemistry online. made some new friends, airasia cancelled my flight to the campus so i stayed home (which is my sister's) a little longer. 

damn, i was so comfortable being an introvert. i was really worried i might not be able to fit in once i start living in the campus. and of course, financial management (why does it sound like i have to pay bills and stuffs lmao)

it's just that i kinda used too much money. teehee :p i spent most of my money for food. yo girl is hungry 24/7. don't blame me, i can't help it.

(p/s: attack on titan final season makes 2020 a lil bit... greater?)

then, it was time for final exam. hooray i passed. just grateful i'm still alive after burning the midnight oil. 

and for semester break, i stayed at my sister's. yup, sumandak is sad because she couldn't go home in sabah. hahahaha /soulless laugh/ at least i got a place to stay at. just netflix and chill everyday. tipulah if i don't miss my family and friends kan :'D btw stay safe there.

second semester is starting soon, back to basic. guess who's coming back in 2021? the freaking online class. i don't want to complain that much but it kind of sucks. but i'm still grateful i got the chance to experience EDUCATION. geez, gen z should be more grateful. /uhuk/

whew, that's a long rant for such a short year (it just feels like it) i'm sure there are more things that i haven't mentioned. i can't remember lol.

well, yeah, bye 2020. not much has happened and u are such a drag. thanks, i guess.

so...

what's for 2021?